崩了！爆了！圣诞前夕天塌下来了
继双十一后，我又遇难了~
两个月时间，账户合计爆仓N次，共亏损了￥63.4万，由原先的-28.3万破新低亏到-91.8万。天塌了~ 特别是这十天时间，都是一单十几万十几万的亏，赌，逆势加仓，总想加到重仓博之前的亏损。想一单就把之前亏的那笔全部赚回来，浮盈不出，浮亏死扛，终究是死在心魔上~
那天悲痛欲绝，借钱借了好几天，朋友亲戚都删了不少，那些人就算打发我也罢，哪怕借我一百一千元我也会感激他们，一个个的一毛不拔，酒肉朋友，虚情假意的！我太失败了，失败的社交、失败的感情，失败的交易体系。饭后散心路过彩票店！居然用花呗支付了一张复式彩票，希望能像电影情节那样出现人生的转机。然而，现实就是残酷的！这张七千元的彩票血本无归！老婆不知道这事，否则最近才被迫去打工的她，月工资才3千多，还要加班加点，这张彩票就让她要干两个月呢！会病倒的！
我不应该全职干交易，我荒废了生意，错过美好青春，这条路是错的，好苦！希望谁能渡我~ 拉我一把。
再怎么样我也要坚强的活下去！就算债务缠身，就算老赖，我也要把孩子养大~
Edited 24 Dec 2020, 22:16
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